So I got bumped from my scheduled recording session. From what I hear, until I sign with a Major, this tends to happen. Anyway, the new recording date is set for December 3rd.

I am actually really excited because I will be working with some very talented people in an amazing studio. Sort of nervous because I want it to sound....well....like I want it to.
I will have some video of the session also and will make that available. If anyone wishes to follow on Twitter...Myspace....or Facebook....It would definitely boost my ego...and maybe give you some laughs as well.

Current mood = National Lampoon-ish.

--JB

How convienient for her...to have nothing to say. So wonderful, it must feel, to not remember. The anger....I bet it feels nice.

You will never know...I tried so hard to hate....so very hard to keep it locked inside. I will forever envy the ability to forget the mental snapshots, I took so many....God damn you.

So when all is said and done....when all the scores are tallied....when the judgement falls, this I must concede.....
You win.

-JB

I am not easily blown away by newer artists....but I have to say I've been slapped in the junk by Owl City......this guy is amazing.....he writes songs with amazing M.I.L.F.'s..(Melodies I'd like to Fu^K)
I love the use of synthesized notes....unbelievable.
Listen to Fireflies and Meteor Shower to begin....from there, it doesn't really matter cause you will have already been hurricane'd into the haze of infatuation.
-JB

Twenty-Ten

I wonder if he felt that his destiny would come to fruition in the next couple of years, like I do? Was he scared like I am? Did he feel like a failure like I do so many times? Did he have any regrets?

I imagine him looking to the rest of his life thinking "Here I go", but maybe not as sure of himself as many think.
Maybe, just maybe, he was like me. Hesitant footsteps in the dark, hoping to feel the ground underneath, yet arms searching in the blackness for structure, trying their best to prevent total collapse.

Breathing in, breathing out.

One foot in front of the other, though no clear destination other than here.....

Right here...

Here I go.

-JB

Someday and Random Thoughts

So here is a drawing I am playing around with....I can imagine this being part of an album cover someday....

someday.....



--Sometimes I wish I was someone else...topping the list lately = Brandon Boyd.

--Every now and then I fear that my life is slipping away from me...recently has been one of the "now" times.

--I'm apprehensive about meeting succesful musicians because I fear they will see me as a fan rather than a fellow artist.

--I love the fact that I fall asleep dreaming almost every night.

-JB

These are pictures of the studio(Bear Creek Studios) that I will be recording in on Oct. 30th....I will be doing a 3 song acoustic demo and will put them on the myspace as soon as they are completed.
Bye for now friends.
-jb

I think that if the 10 year old me ever met me now, he would be happy with how things have gone so far........and that makes me feel good.
-JB